2nd YEAR ANNIVERSARY BLOG

My First Check Up - 19.11.12

It is actually my first ever check up!!!!! And Doc Marzita already scold me cakap 'baru nak check up?'. Then, she just laugh over. She is very nice lady meh. It is not la kata mummy took for granted because mummy already took supplement / vitamins from clinic, and buat check up biasa je. Dah buat appointment but asyik cancel je last minutes then baru hari ni dapat pergi.

Itupun sebab Monday and punyalah ramai orang. Ya allah, wrong timing and I have to wait for almost two hours jugakla. Kalau tak selalu setengah jam pun tak sampai.

Mummy bawak Marsya sekali sebab nak tunjuk kt Doc dulu Marsya deliver dengan doc ni la. So, mummy genap 19 weeks and estimate to deliver 7th April 2013. I just hope that baby in a good condition.

PALING BEST yes, kita dah tau gender the baby. Ye, baby tak sabar - sabar nak tunjuk kan gender nya and guess, it's a BOY!!!! Ok, dah nampak bird nya.

At first Doc tanya, nak tau gender tak and I was "Boleh jugak" Hahahaahah. So funny. And she show us the bird.

Alhamdullilah, harapan untuk sepasang anak telah di makbulkan Allah. I almost cried. Huhuhuhuhu. It is a emotional moments. InsyaAllah he is in good condition and he will grow fine. I am so excited.

Hermmmmmmm...

Should I change?

Sangat susah untuk manage dua blog sekaligus. Dan sangat tidak banyak masa yang ada. Hahahah. Marsya already 2 years on 20.09.2012. Tak ada birthday party tahun ni. Tak ada budget, hahahaha. I plan to have one but next year. Mungkin nanti akan bergilir-gilir tahun dengan adik, mungkinkah?

Plan holiday this year pun tak ada, but me and a few office mate plan nak pergi Cameron end of this year. Tu je kut plan yang ada and basically daddy was busying around, cari new job, buat existing job and the only thing that we discussed lately was to save some money for baby.

And also, should I change this title of this blog? Marsya & adik...thru their mummy's eyes? Patutkah? Hahahahah. Mummy..mummy...

Adik dalam perut ini tak banyak ragam. Thank you Allah but I get tempered easily. Semua pun kena marah dengan mummy, how? Orang kat office sahaja, kat rumah I am fine, totally fine.

Ok, let's talk bout the pregnancy? Sickness? None! Muntah? None! Pahit tekak on early pregnancy, that's all! Sakit bila malam tu normal la, penat, letih dsb..Tapi, krem kaki bila malam tu yang paling tak tahan, Baru four months dah start krem kaki kiri. Kalau dulu Marsya mummy selalu krem kaki kanan this time tukar pulak kaki kiri.

I experience no evening and morning sickness. Mummy agak bertenaga jugak pagi-pagi, mummy still dukung Marsya lagi. Then, bila mummy fikir balik, if I got terrible sickness, siapa nak jaga Marsya and daddy yang manja tu? Every morning, mummy akan mandikan Marsya dulu before pergi taska, prepare baju Marsya, gosok baju mummy and daddy kan. Then pergi office, siapkan kerja, lagipun it is almost end of the year and mummy kena fikir pasal audit pulak, Lots of things to do. 

And, aunty Zura also pregnant, thank God. Alhmadulillah. Berkat kesabaran dia akhirnya pregnant jugak after 2 years marriage. She is my assistant and I have to do an extra work jugak since she seems look sick and slow sikit. Hari tu dia dah mc for three dys, time tu dia tak tahu lagi she's got pregnant, but my heart masa tu macam dah agak, pregnant ke dia, but mummy didn't tell her that because tak nak bagi harapan kat dia.

Luckily adik tak bagi masaalah kat mummy, maybe dia sangat faham situasi mummy sekarang. Mummy pun tak buat proper check up lagi cos hari tu masa pergi Doc Zuraidah, she did tell me that, mummy takde problem sangat, nak bukak buku after 4-5 months pun takpe, just amik vitamin je. Tapi mummy akan proper checkup jugak this month at DEMC with Doc Mazita. Mummy ingat nak bawak Marsya jumpa Doc tunjuk kat Doc, Marsya dah 2 years ok. And bila kenangkan balik time deliver Marsya, I just really hope that adik pun akan deliver easy as Marsya. I just hope that.

So mummy pun kenang balik past 2 years, mummy selalu kena buli and pernah di tipu dalam kerja mummy sampai ada orang tiru sign mummy and reputation mummy pun terjejas. Sampai ada satu tahap adalah hamba Allah tu cakap mummy ni cepat lupa apa mummy buat, sign pun dah lupa sebab pregnant. But, then they find out, my signature was being manipulated.

Allah Maha Berkuasa, dua orang berkenaan tu dah disuruh behenti kerja sebab adalah yang diorang buat, but yang meniru sign mummy tu, yang membuli mummy tu, masih bekerja. Cuma, dia tak akan berkesempatan lagi membuli mummy.

Sekarang, bila pregnant second time, mummy become very straight to everyone. Semua nak cepat and mummy rasa sangat letih sebab terlampau detail. Then, mummy fikir, is worth it buat semua ni. Tadi mummy got frustrated with some issues and daddy calm me down by saying "if I dapat buat job besar ni, you berentila". Ye, daddy tengah usaha something and faham sangat yang mummny dah tak larat nak hadap account ni lagi, nak hadap attitude semua orang and deal with everyone. If I got straight  they will say 'macam duit dia je, nak lebih-lebih dari bos'. tapi if mummy tak straight, kerja ni kan amanah Allah and especially dealing with money, I have to be careful, kalau tak mummy akan di tanya di akhirat nanti, bukan diorang.

Anak-anakku,

Sentiasa percaya dengan takdir and Allah. Kerja ni kita kene ikhlas and even sometimes kita rasa yang kita  kerja kuat, tapi orang yang bodek bos, orang yang tak sepatutnya dapat promotion and whatsoever, but Allah tu tak tidur. DIA nampak apa kita buat, is either kita ikhlas or tak dengan kerja kita, insyaAllah, Allah akan bagi kita reward dalam bentuk lain macam kesenangan hidup, kebahagiaan rumahtangga and lain.

Have Faith My Children!