New mummy

This pictures taken after I gave birth to you and this time mummy cuma 55kgs sahaja. I manage to loose weight from 75 kgs to 55 kgs within 2 months. Ni kat DEMC masa tu untuk pergi cucuk 2 month Marsya. You are sooooo cute.

Bila Marsya Dalam Perut Mummy

Lets the story begin.

Mummy kahwin pada 12.12.2009, because we cannot think of any other date on that year. We are already engage on 10.10.09 on the same year. Mummy tak pernah plan pun nak bertunang, it macam daddy's family nak datang merisik mummy but then my family say 'bertunang la'. Sebab takkan diorang datang 'kosong' je kan. At least ada kenduri. And everything jadi last minute.

Mummy ni jenis tak cerewet and mummy tak ada impian perkahwinan like any other women in the world. Masa nak kahwin pun mummy tak survey apa-apa. Mummy 'main belasah'. Masa nak tunang, semua last minute and mummy tak ajak kawan-kawan mummy dan seingat mummy Aunty Shaq and Aida paling kecik hati dengan mumy. Hantaran pun tempah ok!

Then mummy get period after a day nikah. Tujuan mummy bagitau supaya awak tau ok! Then in January I am confirm pregnant kan awak sebab mummy and daddy was expecting you from the beginning. Memang nak anak terus. 

Kat ofis masa mummy pregnant kan , banyak bernda terjadi kat mummy. Dengan unstable business daddy lagi, and kat ofis ada orang tak nak buat business dengan daddy sebab daddy kahwin dengan mummy. Ramai yang tak suka mummy (orang atasan la). Ni yang susahnya kerja dengan pakcik sendiri sebab ada orang ingat mummy kerja kat sini sebab nak jadi manager ke hape ke. Tapi sebenarnya mummy kerja kat sini batu loncatan je. Mummy ada cita-cita sendiri, mummy nak amik mba then phd and mummy nak jadi writer satu hari nanti. Sammada penulis buku ilmiah or anything la.

Tapi aim mummy before 40 mummy nak kerja government.

You know what, I got so many dreams and just hope that everything will come true.

Then among the pregnancies, mummy takde la alahan teruk. Cuma mummy taknak makan nasi goreng, mummy tak suka minyak-minyak. Mummy tak nak makan maggi and nak makan sedap je.

Pagi-pagi memang takde morning sickness cuma petang mummy kerap kena migraine sampai rasa nak hantuk kepala kat lantai. Kalau lepas maghrib memang mummy flat la! Mummy happy all the time mengandungkan Marsya. Sensetif tu biasa la kan, emo ada sikit-sikit la.

Then in 1st May 2010 time 5 month awak dalam perut, kami pindah ke Kemuning, rumah paksu. Paksu bagi kita tinggal sini sampai kita afford nak beli rumah sendiri. Dia sayang nak jual sebab nak tinggu property naik harga and at the same time tunggu anak-anak dia besar so diorang boleh bagi rumah ni to one of them.

Mummy and daddy takde honeymoon but my friends (Shaq, Aida and friends) ada bagi voucher ke Pangkor untuk honeymoon and from there both of us ke Hard Rock Penang (gift from maksu).

Mummy nak share dengan Marsya while you are in my perut. Heheeheheh.

Ni gambar kami ke Swiss Garden Lumut 5/6/2010 - 6/6/2010

Ni gambar kami ke Hard Rock Penang. 

Syok Marsya. Nanti Marsya besar sikit, I'll bring you here baby!

Mummy upload lagi gambar mummy masa pregnant, time ni mummy ada dinner company di TGI Friday, Sunway. 10th April 2010 tapi time perut mummy taklah nampak sangat. baru 4 bulan la kut camtu. Mummy dah start gemuk kan diri dah ni. Heheheheeh.

Kalau ada lagi gambar preggie mummy, mummy will upload here eh.

INTRO

Marsya Arani was her full name, born at DEMC 20th September 2010. Before I gave birth to her, myself always  read her astrology to get know her (konon la baca her star so that I could understand her). But after while I believe that understanding between mom and a daughter will develop by themselves.

I loved my mom and close with her but the only thing that I could remember when I was young that nothing. Samada aku dah hilang ingatan ke apa ke, I only remember certain things. 

I am scared that I cannot be a good mom either the best mom. The responsibility besar kan? Sangat besar.

Masa Marsya dilahirkan, dia sangat comel, sangat sangat.

Ni age 2 months. Rambut ni cacak, so nenek pangil saya Marsya Shipudden, ahahahaha

Ni baru lahir the night after, still dalam hospital = 20/09/2010

Yes, she is a girl

Ni baru keluar perut mummy, see her mouth, and her eyes. Welcome to world baby

Start blogging for my daughter = 27/11/2010