Marsya Sakit

Marsya sakit. Lama. Seminggu. Mula - mula hari Rabu last week (6th March) dah macam dedar (panas-panas suam) then nenek ambil and bawa balik keKLM. So Acha duduk dengan nenek for two days la. Mummy ke KLM hari Jumaat tengok Acha okey je. Mumy dengan Acha stay for two more days dengan nenek.

Its because daddy's uncle, Uncle Jalal passed away. Innalillah. Moga rohnya bersama orang-orang yang beriman, InsyaAllah. Mummy couldn't take long journey. Sakit belakang, sakit kaki. So, mummy tak ikut balik Kuantan.

Then hari Ahad tu, badan Acha panas tiba-tiba. Bagi ubat tapi masih panas lagi. Isnin tu bawa ke Klinik Ding. Doc bagi antibiotic tapi Acha refuse nak telan, sikit-sikit je yang masuk mulut. Mummy dapat MC. Tapi sampai hari Rabu masih panas lagi. Mummy dah EL dua hari.

Kami tak puashati, kami ke Colombia. Jumpa Doc Cheah. Nice doc. Dia advice that ambil ubat demam and selsema baru, tengok for two days. And he claimed that supposed to be well on Friday. Thursday tu nenek datang jaga Marsya and Mummy ke office sehari.

Tapi condition Marsya still tak berubah. Panas berlarutan, nangis dan rengekan. This time paling worst dalam hidup mummy and daddy sebab langsung tak nak makan and you are crying most times. Mummy ikut jadual yang Doc Cheah bagi tapi selalunya bila dah dekat 6 hours tu for fever medicine, panas makin tinggi. I was like, apehal ni, takkan tak kebah langsung kan?

Jumaat tu mummy EL lagi cos nenek pulak tak sihat and dah tak larat nak jaga Marsya. You know what, the whole week I am crying alone because I was like super exhausted for everything happen. Tak sepatutnya mummy putus asa kan?

Friday morning tu jugak, mummy dah tak tahan, ajak daddy pergi DEMC. Rasa macam we will do everything la asalkan sihat. Masa tu, 39.5 okey! Attendance terus bagi ubat ikut punggung and buat blood test.

Then baru jumpa Doc Tg Arizal. Blood test result kata sel darah putih dah lebih banyak dari biasa. Mula - mula mummy macam confuse cos for me, white blood ni kalau tinggi refer to sakit luar biasa kan? Tapi Doc cakap its because bacteria infection yang dah banyak. Okey, lega mummy dengar. I was like thinking bukan-bukan dah.

Doc suruh admit je sebab doc cakap diorang akan bagi antibiotic baru tapi rasa Acha takkan makan ubat tu so it will be waste je kan. Doc nak masuk ubat ikut tangan. Mummy pandang muka daddy. He is in denial position. I know that look, so mummy cakap tak nak, we will try give you antibiotic.

After masuk ubat ikut punggung tu, Acha da takde high fever sangat, terus cold for like 10 hours, tu pun naik sikit je. Like dedar je, buka high fever lagi. Alhamdulilah.

Antibiotic baru ni tak la macam antibiotic Doc Ding yang ada biji tu but Doc Arizal kata, antibiotic Ding is one of the best antibiotic. I was bring all your medicine ke DEMC. Hahahahahah. Ada kakak yang kat hospital tu dah pandang-pandang all plastics in my hand. Mesti dia pelik, hahahahaha. Dengan Doc Ding punya ubat, dengan Doc Cheah punya ubat mummy bawa.

Parents: It is important if you want to see another doctor, (if the first / second check up doesn't satisfied you) need to bring all medication that you have gave to your children for Doc references!

Then, Doc Arizal advice continue je Doc Cheah punya medicine, plus new antibiotic and the whole Saturday Acha look fine, but antibiotic and flu medicine mummy still bagi. Antibiotic kena habiskan. Daddy paksa Acha makan and terpaksa la Acha telan every drops sebab I know that daddy memang  tak nak sangat - sangat Acha admit. Lagipun Doc Arizal dah advice, kena monitor dalam dua hari ni, kalau tak dia suruh admit.

Sebenarnya, bukanlah kata Doc Ding, Doc Cheah tak bagus. I think both of them memang good doctor including Doc Arizal. In fact, bila Doc Arizal kata antibiotic Doc Ding is one of the best antibiotic, just Acha yang susah nak telan tu yang tak surut - surut juga demam Acha. Doc Cheah is a paed ye kat Colombia. Kalau kat Colombia, kita boleh terus jumpa paed, tak macam DEMC. Paed boleh jumpa if ada appointment sahaja. Doc Arizal is general doc there bukan paed. Kalau tak silap mummy, before ni pun kitorang pernah jumpa Doc Arizal jugak (neb kat DEMC) masa Acha 7 month.

Sebenarnya ini semua ujian untuk mummy and daddy especially mummy supaya lebih bersabar. Thanks to the three doctor. Memang after this, kalau anak-anak tak sihat, mummy senang pergi Doc Ding je sebab dekat. Sakit Acha sampai kena jumpa 3 doctor baru nak sembuh! Aiyaaaa.. Cuma Acha makin buat perangai sejak nak dapat adik ni. Entah kenapa asyik nak nangis sana sini pun tak tahulah.

Plus bila anak sakit, it depressed me and mummy tried to eat a lot. Mummy takut  Isnin nanti time check up, berat turun lagi. Mummy kalau susah hati memang nampak cepat la susut badan. Doc Mazita dah pesan jangan turun lagi berat badan. Huhuhuhuhu.

And more thing, lepas ni, mummy akan jadi selfish. I will only care my daughter and myself and of course my husband and family la. Dulu anak sakit, mummy takkan ambil cuti, nenek yang datang jagakan. Then, at one time I felt like being used pulak. I should take care of my daughter la kan. Sebab time Acha sakit, I don't think that nobody even cares!

I stay up late night to take care of you, I am pregnant some more, I am tired but 'they' never care. All that they want I am doing my work. So from now on, I will be SELFISH!

Kerja takkan membantu kalau sakit, so I will take care of myself first of all. Dah dapat tengok dah perangai sesetengah orang tu. 

Okla anak-anak mummy, pesan mummy, jaga diri jaga kesihatan diri dan keluarga. Semoga anak-anak mummy menjadi anak yang dapat memberi manfaat kehidupannya kepada dirinya dan kepada orang lain, insyaAllah. Aminnnnnn.

P/S: maksudnya, pekerjaan seperti doctor /  pengajar: beri manfaat kepada diri (pahala untuk akhirat) dan orang lain (bantu orang sakit / mendidik orang lain)