April 2nd, Tuesday morning mummy pergi check up for 38th month and doc cakap kalau still tak delivered until 12th, doc akan induce. So went for vaginal check.
Doc : Eh, puan dan terbuka around 3-4 cm ni, so dah boleh deliver ni.
Me : Blurr, ermmmm.
Doc : So nak beranak tak? (Lough)
Me : Boleh tangguh - tangguh ke doctor?
Doc : Hahahah, tak, kalau puan nak balik dulu rumah takut tak sempat.
Me : Okey.
Hubby: Blurr sambil tersandar kat kerusi dan muka pucat.
Okey, muka macamla daddy nanti yang kena teran kan?
So, HA ambilkan wheelchair I sat on it, terus hantar ke labour room, while daddy prepare for documentation, room booking and etc. Masa naik wheelchair kat waiting hall (in O&G clinic), semua perempuan-perempuan mengandung dah look at me and I'm for sure they all know that I am going for delivery.
It's about 11.00 am in the morning. But before that, sempat mummy ke Lontong Klang belakang itm kat seksyen 7 sebab teringin. Nasib baik sempat. After that dah rasa tak sedap perut tapi ingatkan sebab makan lontong tu pedas ke hape ke kan. Rupanya sign nak beranak.
Hati ini punyala debar masuk labour room tuhan je la yang tahu. Dahla takde sign nak beranak. Kalau macam dalam tv tu kan siap pecah air ketuban la bagai pastu terus beranak. Tipu sangat la. Dahla contraction pun tak ada sangat. I mean contraction of course ada tapi mummy yang tak sakit during pregnancy time.
Nurses and doc suruh makan tapi mummy dah tak ada selera nak makan dah. Sambil-sambil tu berselawat juga la, harap Allah permudahkan segala urusan.
Masuk labour room tukar baju and nurse masuk ubat utk buang air besar. Pukul 12 nurse drip air ke tangan and I will wait for sakit datang. Masa Marsya dulu pun macam ni jugak la, sebijik. Sakit tu mula datang pukul 2 sekejap-sekejap. Nurse datang and asked me if I wanted painkiller or anything, I should say now sebab bila dah 8 cm, no more painkiller ke, epidural or whatesoever. Tapi I tak ada sakit sangat, so I let it be jela.
Sambil tu I tengok je kat jam dinding besar tu, tengok je time. Huhuhuh, menghitung waktu. And nurse ajar pakai gas to reduce pain. Kalau sakit yang tak tahan sangat ambil nafas through the gas.
Then, sakit paling sakit la sangat pukul 3.05 pm. Sampai I suruh hubby panggil nurse sebab dah tak tahan. Nurse datang and check dah 8cm and diorang suruh push sekuatnya sebab nak turunkan baby and tunggu doc to come. Ya Allah sakit betul rasanya.
Doc datang 5 minutes after that and asked me to push, so I start pushing. Sekuat hati ok. Sebab this time dah tak ada jap painkiller (masa Marsya hari tu ambil jap). This time barula rasa apa maksud delivery normal, yang normal ye, tak ada painkiller dsb.
At one time masa tengah pushing I thought baby dah keluar, so I stop pushing. Doc and nurse tiba-tiba jerit "ehhhh, push lagi'. Rupanya baby baru keluar kepala je. Sekali lagi I push and finally baby keluar. Then doc suruh push lagi sebab uri pulak tak habis keluar. Push lagi.
Tepat pukul 3.21 pm, my baby selamat lahir kat dunia ni, with length 51 cm and weight at 3.49 kg. Alhamdulliah. Doc put him on me, I tengok baby and sedih. Baby bersuara 'hem' to me. Masa tu nak gelak pun ada sebab aikk, keluar perut je dah hai mummy or saying, akhirnya keluar jugak! Hahahahaha. Tengok baby, semua rasa sakit tu hilang serta merta ans of course I check on him. Alhamdulillah, sempurna sifatnya. Syukur ya Allah.
Next, process jahit pulak. Ini kan situasi di mana otak kata tak sakit tapi V sect rasa perit. Mamai...Macam amik drugs. Macamlah pernah ambil drugs mummy ni. Then, finally at 3.40 pm kan mummy sedar je, no one is around. Even though the process (beranak, ,meneran, bersalin) cuma ambil masa dari 3.05 to 3.40 entah kenapa rasa macam lama sangat. Alhamdulliah sekejap je semua pun selesai and I guess hubby akan sibuk call around, tell our parents and post pictures, send pictures around.
Lepas itu I tried to get some sleep tapi tak boleh and all I did was close my eyes and remind myself to get some rest before the 'journey' begin.